Thursday, August 30, 2007
HAHA. i WON.some phone.
didnt even know what i was winning.
okay.
just went to look it up.
here it is
uhm.
called.
KRZR K3.
motorola.
haha.
i dont use motorola.
i stil like my sony ericsson
this can be mum's bday present.
unless she doesnt like it
then of course i'll use it.
hehe.
YAY.
still.
THANK THANK THANK GOD =)
my mum needs a phone anyway when she gets back.
hahah. just nice.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:08 AM.
OKAY.
i'm up studying for
MICROBIOLOGY exam tmr.
And.
listening to the radio.
when i heard about the roasting of the muttons
to win a phone.
so, haha. i was bored anyway.
called in.
it was you're so stupid you.........
hahaha.
okay. he stopped at something about sushi.
then i was dedicated a song by them.
silly people.
okay.
AND AND.
realised i was the only girl to try for this.
tonight.
but think i'm the FIRST.
muaha.
not bad eh.
hehehe.
but think it wasnt funny enough.
nvm.
we'll see who's the best huh.
hahaha.
yes.that's my night.
now.
back to studying.
before i lose it tmr.
i'm up studying for
MICROBIOLOGY exam tmr.
And.
listening to the radio.
when i heard about the roasting of the muttons
to win a phone.
so, haha. i was bored anyway.
called in.
it was you're so stupid you.........
hahaha.
okay. he stopped at something about sushi.
then i was dedicated a song by them.
silly people.
okay.
AND AND.
realised i was the only girl to try for this.
tonight.
but think i'm the FIRST.
muaha.
not bad eh.
hehehe.
but think it wasnt funny enough.
nvm.
we'll see who's the best huh.
hahaha.
yes.that's my night.
now.
back to studying.
before i lose it tmr.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:40 AM.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
ONE PAPER DOWN.
ONE LEFT.
hurry get over and done with it please.
bloody slept for only 45MINUTES last night.
yes. i went to the couch at 5plus, tossed and turn,
woke up at 620.
got to sch by 730.
and i was as good as dead.
breakfast at macs wasnt all that good.
i couldnt finish.
my appetite sucks in the midst of exams
when i'm anxious or stressed.
drank coffee like water.
till i was so bloated.
nearly vomitted in the exam hall.
felt so horrible.
couldnt wait to finish my paper
so i can go to the toilet.
hopefully i did okay.
my mind was on the verge of becoming a black shade.
this shows no more last minute from now.
it was really totally horrible.
and then.
my fantastic planning saw me meeting 2 friends after my paper today.
first was to study in the afternn.
and the other one for dinner and catching up.
she was packed the other days.
so had to squeeze her in.
i nearly wanted to just disappear.
met friend A after paper .
went to kovan macs to study.
bloody couldnt study my bio.
tried to rest awhile and my mind was stil running like mad.
so decided to come home earlier.
got back by 615.
slept for an hour.
met friend B.
DIED.
i didnt feel like eating.
so we caught a movie.
then she said her hand was itchy.
so we went to play pool.
OMG. which was bloody EX.
wasting my moolaaaaah.
heh. but it was nice just to meet up and talk.
i'll let it pass.
More bread, biscuits, instant noodle and frozen food.
friday's sushi buffet with yet another friend!
and to celebrate the end of sem exams.
haha.
yikes.
next wk gotta work more days already.
NONO.
i said i'll go look for another job didnt i.
just feel so bad to leave my friends.
furthermore,
i got the job without even going for an interview.
because i had a friend there alr.
it'll make her look bad if i leave when its not even a month.
i'll come up with an excuse
which i think i've already found one.
my shoulders.
its tuesday today and i worked last sunday
but my shoulders are still DAMN PAIN.
PAIN PAIN PAIN =\
if i can GROWL, you'll hear it from wherever you are.
sigh.
its pain, annoying and it DOESNT GO AWAY.
got so irritated with it during the movie and i squeezed it real hard.
man it just had to get worst.
now it hurts when i touch it or when i stretch.
okay.
dont think about it.
then it'll be alright.
its getting worst by the minute.
bent down earlier on just to stuff my clothes into the washer,
stretched out my hand and there goes.
a sudden excruciating pain in the shoulder blade.
it happened both times i bent.
damnit.
okay.
better go sleep and get up early tmr to study.
forgot something that i wanted to say.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
ONE PAPER DOWN.ONE LEFT.
hurry get over and done with it please.
bloody slept for only 45MINUTES last night.
yes. i went to the couch at 5plus, tossed and turn,
woke up at 620.
got to sch by 730.
and i was as good as dead.
breakfast at macs wasnt all that good.
i couldnt finish.
my appetite sucks in the midst of exams
when i'm anxious or stressed.
drank coffee like water.
till i was so bloated.
nearly vomitted in the exam hall.
felt so horrible.
couldnt wait to finish my paper
so i can go to the toilet.
hopefully i did okay.
my mind was on the verge of becoming a black shade.
this shows no more last minute from now.
it was really totally horrible.
and then.
my fantastic planning saw me meeting 2 friends after my paper today.
first was to study in the afternn.
and the other one for dinner and catching up.
she was packed the other days.
so had to squeeze her in.
i nearly wanted to just disappear.
met friend A after paper .
went to kovan macs to study.
bloody couldnt study my bio.
tried to rest awhile and my mind was stil running like mad.
so decided to come home earlier.
got back by 615.
slept for an hour.
met friend B.
DIED.
i didnt feel like eating.
so we caught a movie.
then she said her hand was itchy.
so we went to play pool.
OMG. which was bloody EX.
wasting my moolaaaaah.
heh. but it was nice just to meet up and talk.
i'll let it pass.
More bread, biscuits, instant noodle and frozen food.
friday's sushi buffet with yet another friend!
and to celebrate the end of sem exams.
haha.
yikes.
next wk gotta work more days already.
NONO.
i said i'll go look for another job didnt i.
just feel so bad to leave my friends.
furthermore,
i got the job without even going for an interview.
because i had a friend there alr.
it'll make her look bad if i leave when its not even a month.
i'll come up with an excuse
which i think i've already found one.
my shoulders.
its tuesday today and i worked last sunday
but my shoulders are still DAMN PAIN.
PAIN PAIN PAIN =\
if i can GROWL, you'll hear it from wherever you are.
sigh.
its pain, annoying and it DOESNT GO AWAY.
got so irritated with it during the movie and i squeezed it real hard.
man it just had to get worst.
now it hurts when i touch it or when i stretch.
okay.
dont think about it.
then it'll be alright.
its getting worst by the minute.
bent down earlier on just to stuff my clothes into the washer,
stretched out my hand and there goes.
a sudden excruciating pain in the shoulder blade.
it happened both times i bent.
damnit.
okay.
better go sleep and get up early tmr to study.
forgot something that i wanted to say.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:20 AM.
Monday, August 27, 2007
i'm about to fall asleep.
finally understood half the chpt on periodic tables.
all the s,p,d crap.
okay. now is to understand the other half.
all the odd shit.
its not boring.
i love inorganic.
just that it seems...
i've gotten up on the wrong side of the bed.
and i'm gonna go run later just to wake myself up.
hopefully it'll help.
horrible.
gorged on BJ's strawberry cheesecake.
half again.
so unhealthy.
sigh.
lack of sleep drives me mad.
wonder how i cope with exams and work.
okay.
i'm WONDERwomen.
so i can do it x)
-yea if only-
not so worried about inorganic chem.
WENT for lectures so its alright.
just needa refresh the memory alil.
VERY worried for microbio.
wth does one study for bio.
omg.
just pure memorisation?!!
it was suppose to be easier than the rest.
memorise and vomit.
maybe its too dry with not much substance to understand.
i cant digest it.
bloodyhell.
okay.
stil try.
i'm gonna get higher than a D.
HAHAHA.
Monday, August 27, 2007
i'm about to fall asleep.finally understood half the chpt on periodic tables.
all the s,p,d crap.
okay. now is to understand the other half.
all the odd shit.
its not boring.
i love inorganic.
just that it seems...
i've gotten up on the wrong side of the bed.
and i'm gonna go run later just to wake myself up.
hopefully it'll help.
horrible.
gorged on BJ's strawberry cheesecake.
half again.
so unhealthy.
sigh.
lack of sleep drives me mad.
wonder how i cope with exams and work.
okay.
i'm WONDERwomen.
so i can do it x)
-yea if only-
not so worried about inorganic chem.
WENT for lectures so its alright.
just needa refresh the memory alil.
VERY worried for microbio.
wth does one study for bio.
omg.
just pure memorisation?!!
it was suppose to be easier than the rest.
memorise and vomit.
maybe its too dry with not much substance to understand.
i cant digest it.
bloodyhell.
okay.
stil try.
i'm gonna get higher than a D.
HAHAHA.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 5:53 PM.
TSKTSKTSKTSKTSK,
i dont even know what else to say.
wth.
i had one helluva night.
and following that another.
but tonight wasnt as bad.
and i got 72bucks from the crazy night.
it was bloody ridiculous.
2ppl running around the whole place.
and yea.
i broke a glass mug.
but no one really said anything la.
so it was alright.
i was let off.
other than that,
sometimes i think ppl are just purely annoying.
they keep making you walk for the most useless reason.
bloodyhell.
get lost.
and yes.
its obvious that i can never work in this line.
people just annoy me so bad.
drives me up the wall.
i'm doing it now for the moolahh.
but no,
i'm going back to my office job.
when my exams end this thurs,
i'll go get one.
sheesh.
cant wait for thurs.
i just gotta find a job and moolah will come in.
pay for my driving lessons and
use my own allowance.
i cant imagine stretching out and asking my dad for money
when they get back.
its been so long.
i think i'll just take if he gives,
otherwise i wont ask.
i'll just find a way.
that's maybe another reason
why i'm suddenly starting to save like crap.
so i'll stil have spending power. aha.
aaaah. i'm madd.
it is never enough.
saviing.
hahah.
ohwells.
there's so many things i wana do.
my shoe became rusty =\
saltwater.
realised i liked it alot.
argh.
now i need a new pair.
and i need a haversack.
big enough to put my lappy in.
i hate carrying it by hand.
ohman.
i worked for even less than 2wks.
and i'm complaining like mad.
i wonder how my other 2 friends stayed in there for so long.
sigh
this wkend killed me crazy.
fell sick last night after my shift.
was having a fever till today.
took a panadol and off to work.
can't believe it.
sheesh
and then i couldnt take it.
the boss asked which day i could work.
and i told him sat ONLY.
which i made a mistake.
sat is much WORST than sunday.
i should have chosen sunday.
damnit.
nvm.
i cant believe he didnt say anything about me working
only for a day.
haha.
nvm.
better.
okay.
i'm damn sleepy alr.
stil needa get up to study tmr.
i dont even know what else to say.
wth.
i had one helluva night.
and following that another.
but tonight wasnt as bad.
and i got 72bucks from the crazy night.
it was bloody ridiculous.
2ppl running around the whole place.
and yea.
i broke a glass mug.
but no one really said anything la.
so it was alright.
i was let off.
other than that,
sometimes i think ppl are just purely annoying.
they keep making you walk for the most useless reason.
bloodyhell.
get lost.
and yes.
its obvious that i can never work in this line.
people just annoy me so bad.
drives me up the wall.
i'm doing it now for the moolahh.
but no,
i'm going back to my office job.
when my exams end this thurs,
i'll go get one.
sheesh.
cant wait for thurs.
i just gotta find a job and moolah will come in.
pay for my driving lessons and
use my own allowance.
i cant imagine stretching out and asking my dad for money
when they get back.
its been so long.
i think i'll just take if he gives,
otherwise i wont ask.
i'll just find a way.
that's maybe another reason
why i'm suddenly starting to save like crap.
so i'll stil have spending power. aha.
aaaah. i'm madd.
it is never enough.
saviing.
hahah.
ohwells.
there's so many things i wana do.
my shoe became rusty =\
saltwater.
realised i liked it alot.
argh.
now i need a new pair.
and i need a haversack.
big enough to put my lappy in.
i hate carrying it by hand.
ohman.
i worked for even less than 2wks.
and i'm complaining like mad.
i wonder how my other 2 friends stayed in there for so long.
sigh
this wkend killed me crazy.
fell sick last night after my shift.
was having a fever till today.
took a panadol and off to work.
can't believe it.
sheesh
and then i couldnt take it.
the boss asked which day i could work.
and i told him sat ONLY.
which i made a mistake.
sat is much WORST than sunday.
i should have chosen sunday.
damnit.
nvm.
i cant believe he didnt say anything about me working
only for a day.
haha.
nvm.
better.
okay.
i'm damn sleepy alr.
stil needa get up to study tmr.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:55 AM.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
HAHAHA.
well.
after so long.
i went running again.
omg.
my face was redder than a tomato!
gosh.
but anyway.
i like running around the outer lining of ponggol park!
much better than running the inside.
less ppl and just nicer somehow.
worth the longer route.
so.
tmr's gonna be an early day.
up at 7.
to study.
cus' i've gotta work at night.
i'm working for the sake of getting instant cash.
oh.come to think of it.
i havent used any of the last pay!
okay. it'll go to funds for mama's return.
AND
i owe her a birthday treat.
YES. haha. so happy.
havent bought them a meal yet.
whoww. not bad.
i'll be THRIFTY.
and save up enough for a sumptous meal
upon their return.
its like a MONTHS' away
but i'm getting all EXCITED!
OMG.
hahaha.
but there goes my freedom in return for
GOOD HOMECOOKED MEALS.
gosh.
can't believe they're finally coming back.
okay. tmr my pay will go to saving up for
my practical lessons.
and sunday's one will be my allowance.
good.
if everything goes as planned.
hmm.
somehow i think i'll stil prefer the house to my own.
but anyway.
3more yrs.
and i'll be outta here.
for now.
i've got 2 more papers.
aaaah.
the long awaited break is in a WEEKS' time.
woohoo.
moolahmoolah.
hurry fill my pockets =)
i'll find my way.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
HAHAHA.well.
after so long.
i went running again.
omg.
my face was redder than a tomato!
gosh.
but anyway.
i like running around the outer lining of ponggol park!
much better than running the inside.
less ppl and just nicer somehow.
worth the longer route.
so.
tmr's gonna be an early day.
up at 7.
to study.
cus' i've gotta work at night.
i'm working for the sake of getting instant cash.
oh.come to think of it.
i havent used any of the last pay!
okay. it'll go to funds for mama's return.
AND
i owe her a birthday treat.
YES. haha. so happy.
havent bought them a meal yet.
whoww. not bad.
i'll be THRIFTY.
and save up enough for a sumptous meal
upon their return.
its like a MONTHS' away
but i'm getting all EXCITED!
OMG.
hahaha.
but there goes my freedom in return for
GOOD HOMECOOKED MEALS.
gosh.
can't believe they're finally coming back.
okay. tmr my pay will go to saving up for
my practical lessons.
and sunday's one will be my allowance.
good.
if everything goes as planned.
hmm.
somehow i think i'll stil prefer the house to my own.
but anyway.
3more yrs.
and i'll be outta here.
for now.
i've got 2 more papers.
aaaah.
the long awaited break is in a WEEKS' time.
woohoo.
moolahmoolah.
hurry fill my pockets =)
i'll find my way.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:17 AM.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
HAWHAW.
back from work early today.
there wasnt much pple.
yes.
save the taxi fare again.
i'm such a miser when it comes to taxis.
unless i'm late.
yayy.
today's paper went well.
tues was kinda horrible.
saw the question before i entered the exam rm.
then i didnt remember how to do it.
damnit.
ayye but its over.
today was math.
haha.
so pretty alright.
well, its a beeggg THANK GOD.
there was one ques.
didnt manage to do and it was bloody 12 marks.
for some reason.
then i was staring at it...
muttering short prayers under my breath.
and finally i came up with somethng.
it seem short for a 12mark ques.
but i got the answer and i confirmed it with the question.
so it cant be wrong.
so mayb i skipped a few workings.
but stil at least i managed to solve it.
hehehe.
okayy.
i stink.
the weather was so hot today.
it should rain again.
rain THROUGH the night.
haha.
someone gave me a music box.
is it suppose to have some kind of underlying meaning.
hmm.
nevermind.
shouldnt over think.
hahah.
yuck.
okay.my hands stink BAD.
DAMN SMELLY.
and im freaking touching my laptop.
sheesh.
stupid dishes that i washed just now.
YUCK.
i cant stand it.
washing now
OHGROSS.
okay. its NICE SMEll now.
earlier on it smelt almost like a rubbish dump.
yucccccckkkkkkk.
horrendous.
okayokay.
i like working there.
the job's hardwork.
all the standing, walking, washing dishes.
hmm. but the ppl make me wana stay on.
though i sooo wana leave soon cus' my shoulders
cant take it.
it hurts soooo bad.
that i just stiffen up and not move my shoulders.
and every plate i carry just makes it hurt even more.
sigh.
we'll see.
whether i stay.
ofcourse if i manage to get a job like the previous one i had
at the ferry service.
where you only sit there and pick up calls and get paid 8bucks.
i'll definitely go for it again.
furthermore,
i have no idea how to tell my mum that i'm working
as a waitress and i'll only come home in the wee hours of the night.
gosh.bet she'll totally loathe it.
hmmmm.
well gues there's no choice.
okayy.
i'm sniffing around for another job.............
awww.
my hands are soooo rough and dry from all the dishwashing just now. x(
sniffs.
aaaaaaah.
pimple attack.
okay.stop it.
i'm gonna bathe now.
hahah.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
HAWHAW.back from work early today.
there wasnt much pple.
yes.
save the taxi fare again.
i'm such a miser when it comes to taxis.
unless i'm late.
yayy.
today's paper went well.
tues was kinda horrible.
saw the question before i entered the exam rm.
then i didnt remember how to do it.
damnit.
ayye but its over.
today was math.
haha.
so pretty alright.
well, its a beeggg THANK GOD.
there was one ques.
didnt manage to do and it was bloody 12 marks.
for some reason.
then i was staring at it...
muttering short prayers under my breath.
and finally i came up with somethng.
it seem short for a 12mark ques.
but i got the answer and i confirmed it with the question.
so it cant be wrong.
so mayb i skipped a few workings.
but stil at least i managed to solve it.
hehehe.
okayy.
i stink.
the weather was so hot today.
it should rain again.
rain THROUGH the night.
haha.
someone gave me a music box.
is it suppose to have some kind of underlying meaning.
hmm.
nevermind.
shouldnt over think.
hahah.
yuck.
okay.my hands stink BAD.
DAMN SMELLY.
and im freaking touching my laptop.
sheesh.
stupid dishes that i washed just now.
YUCK.
i cant stand it.
washing now
OHGROSS.
okay. its NICE SMEll now.
earlier on it smelt almost like a rubbish dump.
yucccccckkkkkkk.
horrendous.
okayokay.
i like working there.
the job's hardwork.
all the standing, walking, washing dishes.
hmm. but the ppl make me wana stay on.
though i sooo wana leave soon cus' my shoulders
cant take it.
it hurts soooo bad.
that i just stiffen up and not move my shoulders.
and every plate i carry just makes it hurt even more.
sigh.
we'll see.
whether i stay.
ofcourse if i manage to get a job like the previous one i had
at the ferry service.
where you only sit there and pick up calls and get paid 8bucks.
i'll definitely go for it again.
furthermore,
i have no idea how to tell my mum that i'm working
as a waitress and i'll only come home in the wee hours of the night.
gosh.bet she'll totally loathe it.
hmmmm.
well gues there's no choice.
okayy.
i'm sniffing around for another job.............
awww.
my hands are soooo rough and dry from all the dishwashing just now. x(
sniffs.
aaaaaaah.
pimple attack.
okay.stop it.
i'm gonna bathe now.
hahah.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:42 PM.
Monday, August 20, 2007
i'm back from work at 2.26 am.
with an excruciating pain in the neck/shoulder area.
for WTH reasons that i dont even know.
arghh.
it startedd suddenly at around 9plus.
tahan all the way till now.
and guess what.
Monday, August 20, 2007
i'm back from work at 2.26 am.with an excruciating pain in the neck/shoulder area.
for WTH reasons that i dont even know.
arghh.
it startedd suddenly at around 9plus.
tahan all the way till now.
and guess what.
i didnt feel like spending my moolaa on a cab.
so practically WALKED all the way homee.
YES. did that. took 45mins in all.
not so badd.
reached home before i knew it.
just that my shoulders ain't getting any better =\
really it just hurts.
for no reason.
other ppl dont get it.
sigh.
what's wrong with my shoulders.
have been getting in the way.
since i carried a school bag to school.
ohman.
i should really STOP hunching.
bloodyhell.
it REALLY IS HURTING!!\
damnit.
anyway. was waiting for the heater that's why i bothered to blog.
off to bathe and sleep nowwwwww.
NO PROBLEMS at work today =) yay.
and it makes it a WHOLE LOT better with my frienddiee!
hehe. seriously i think i wouldnt survive another 7hours there without her.
sigh. we'll see how long i stick to this. ahaha.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:39 AM.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
i'm back!
from a YUMMY dinner.
had fish beehoon soup at a coffeshop in holland v.
it was so crowded thought it wld be eeeyons before i get to eat.
surprisingly, no.
it came in less than 10.
not too bad.
was damn full after that.
hmm.
got a pint of BJ's strawberry cheesecake.
oooohhlaalaaa.
came home.
and started doing work again.
before stopping and staring in the direction of the fridge.
decided to finish up alil' more of my old BJ's in the freezer.
just finished half of it.
and i'm here blogging.
taking a break from stupid PHYCHEM yet again.
and cloret's is officially my new BFF.
since i didnt manage to go watsons and get eclipse.
i wana go jogging tmr aah.
unfortunately, i've got ta work.
MOOLAHMOOLAH.
i need it.
hmm.
went airport ta study overnight.
progressed quite abit.
intend to go there again.
for another overnight.
we'll see.
hmm.
darn.
i'm SO bloated now.
yuckk.
okay.
back to doing my revision.
before i drift away further.
when you come to the realisation that time is limited.
and very tight.
tend to treasure each passing minute more.
and that's what i'm doing.
gonna waste tmr night working my ass off standing,
walking and clearing tables.
so better use tonight and tmr afternn put it to good use.
yes.
hopefully i'll be on time for service tmr.
darn it.
i WILL wake up =X aha.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
i'm back!from a YUMMY dinner.
had fish beehoon soup at a coffeshop in holland v.
it was so crowded thought it wld be eeeyons before i get to eat.
surprisingly, no.
it came in less than 10.
not too bad.
was damn full after that.
hmm.
got a pint of BJ's strawberry cheesecake.
oooohhlaalaaa.
came home.
and started doing work again.
before stopping and staring in the direction of the fridge.
decided to finish up alil' more of my old BJ's in the freezer.
just finished half of it.
and i'm here blogging.
taking a break from stupid PHYCHEM yet again.
and cloret's is officially my new BFF.
since i didnt manage to go watsons and get eclipse.
i wana go jogging tmr aah.
unfortunately, i've got ta work.
MOOLAHMOOLAH.
i need it.
hmm.
went airport ta study overnight.
progressed quite abit.
intend to go there again.
for another overnight.
we'll see.
hmm.
darn.
i'm SO bloated now.
yuckk.
okay.
back to doing my revision.
before i drift away further.
when you come to the realisation that time is limited.
and very tight.
tend to treasure each passing minute more.
and that's what i'm doing.
gonna waste tmr night working my ass off standing,
walking and clearing tables.
so better use tonight and tmr afternn put it to good use.
yes.
hopefully i'll be on time for service tmr.
darn it.
i WILL wake up =X aha.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 10:27 PM.
Friday, August 17, 2007
its THURSAY ALRR!
aaaaaaah.
my life;s a timebomb now man.
and i'm stil here blogging away.
supposedly relieving stress again.
duh
stuck with shit-fied physical chem.
kill me`
i'll be better worst off.
cant bloody grasp the chapter.
can understand but cant apply.
ARGH.
pissing me off.
piece of crap.
i just wana get a freaking D.
mama wants an A/B.
GREAAT.
bloody hate this stupid topic.
i can get her an A/B in the other topics.
just not this shit.
damnit.
okay.
first day at work wasnt so bad.
though i thought i was gonna lose my legs anytime.
standing for more than 2hrs is such an acheivement.
i usually cant make it past then.
but i did.
stood for freaking 5hrs.
i'm working the wkends too.
which leaves me bloody little time to study.
but i've got to do it.
i'll pull through.
somehow.
God be with me.
i wana keep this job.
i like it.
sis will know why i need a job.
THANKS for msging ah cheh x)
loves-
i'll call soon.
ASAP.
its nice getting your msgs.
just that i've gotta hurry delete the past msgs
before my phone gets too full.
i had dinner at 11.
got off work early today.
cus' it was only my first day.
had fish and chips then.
one free meal.
yummm.
they treat their stuff well.
and i stil wonder why they pay us so much.
ahaa.
but i'm loving it anyway.
i hope i get more slots after the exams.
hopefully they dont throw me out after
i tell them that i can work wkends for now
till my exams are over.
there's supposedly a final kayak thingy tmr night.
but i dont think my stomach's feeling too good.
gonna see doc tmr.
plus taking the face meds is not helping.
making me get gastric.
how great.
damnit.
i'm gonna do alil more and to bed!
tchuss`
Friday, August 17, 2007
its THURSAY ALRR!aaaaaaah.
my life;s a timebomb now man.
and i'm stil here blogging away.
supposedly relieving stress again.
duh
stuck with shit-fied physical chem.
kill me`
i'll be better worst off.
cant bloody grasp the chapter.
can understand but cant apply.
ARGH.
pissing me off.
piece of crap.
i just wana get a freaking D.
mama wants an A/B.
GREAAT.
bloody hate this stupid topic.
i can get her an A/B in the other topics.
just not this shit.
damnit.
okay.
first day at work wasnt so bad.
though i thought i was gonna lose my legs anytime.
standing for more than 2hrs is such an acheivement.
i usually cant make it past then.
but i did.
stood for freaking 5hrs.
i'm working the wkends too.
which leaves me bloody little time to study.
but i've got to do it.
i'll pull through.
somehow.
God be with me.
i wana keep this job.
i like it.
sis will know why i need a job.
THANKS for msging ah cheh x)
loves-
i'll call soon.
ASAP.
its nice getting your msgs.
just that i've gotta hurry delete the past msgs
before my phone gets too full.
i had dinner at 11.
got off work early today.
cus' it was only my first day.
had fish and chips then.
one free meal.
yummm.
they treat their stuff well.
and i stil wonder why they pay us so much.
ahaa.
but i'm loving it anyway.
i hope i get more slots after the exams.
hopefully they dont throw me out after
i tell them that i can work wkends for now
till my exams are over.
there's supposedly a final kayak thingy tmr night.
but i dont think my stomach's feeling too good.
gonna see doc tmr.
plus taking the face meds is not helping.
making me get gastric.
how great.
damnit.
i'm gonna do alil more and to bed!
tchuss`
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:07 AM.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FELISHA SHA SHAA!!
hope you're having a good celebration with your friends over there!
enjoy your VERYSPECIAL day alright!
takecare yea. talk to you online soon hopefully =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!!
heh.
cant wait forthe wkends! see ya =)
ohkay.
let me see.
watched rush hour III today.
stress relieve okayy.
it was damn nice! ahaaa.
laughed like anything.
and was off ta study.
productive turned into restlessness
after awhile.
and anyway.
gonna be studying the whole day tmr.
no one to disturb in the comforts of my home.
aaaah.
i wont fall asleep.
i've gotta have discipline.
manage to find a part time job nearby.
at grapevine.
if anyone heard of it.
pays alright i guess.
able to sustain me at the same time
stil able to manage my study.
cus' its not everyday
and i start at 6pm only.
so yay. ahaha.
just what i was looking for.
for now.
i need help with physical chem.
sheesh.
better not be working this wkend.
emmanuel pls help me.
thanks for giving me your time.
otherwise i'll be dead for the exams.
now its just constant revision of physical chem
and good ole' math.
i'm so aiming high ta do well.
to please the mothership.
she'd better be made happy when she gets back.
i wont wana know what happens otherwise.
sigh.
anyway.
i've stocked up enough food hopefully.
to last me thru tmr.
frozen food are such great study buddies.
yay.
needa get toilt paper tmr. ran out =\
detail much. yes.
ahahaa.
-sometimes i feel i'm all alone on this-
ohyea!
there was one scaryyyyy night.
freak the shit outta me.
i hate all the booming thunders and
eyestriking lightning.
wth xS
hateithateithateithateithateit.
arghh.
got damn scared the last time.
omg.
if it ever happens,
pls call me and bother me.
keep my mind off what's going on outside.
sheesh.
it was really freakky.
totally got all scared and jittery and all.
gee =\
okay.
now drinkk milk.
sleeping in abit.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FELISHA SHA SHAA!!hope you're having a good celebration with your friends over there!
enjoy your VERYSPECIAL day alright!
takecare yea. talk to you online soon hopefully =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!!
heh.
cant wait forthe wkends! see ya =)
ohkay.
let me see.
watched rush hour III today.
stress relieve okayy.
it was damn nice! ahaaa.
laughed like anything.
and was off ta study.
productive turned into restlessness
after awhile.
and anyway.
gonna be studying the whole day tmr.
no one to disturb in the comforts of my home.
aaaah.
i wont fall asleep.
i've gotta have discipline.
manage to find a part time job nearby.
at grapevine.
if anyone heard of it.
pays alright i guess.
able to sustain me at the same time
stil able to manage my study.
cus' its not everyday
and i start at 6pm only.
so yay. ahaha.
just what i was looking for.
for now.
i need help with physical chem.
sheesh.
better not be working this wkend.
emmanuel pls help me.
thanks for giving me your time.
otherwise i'll be dead for the exams.
now its just constant revision of physical chem
and good ole' math.
i'm so aiming high ta do well.
to please the mothership.
she'd better be made happy when she gets back.
i wont wana know what happens otherwise.
sigh.
anyway.
i've stocked up enough food hopefully.
to last me thru tmr.
frozen food are such great study buddies.
yay.
needa get toilt paper tmr. ran out =\
detail much. yes.
ahahaa.
-sometimes i feel i'm all alone on this-
ohyea!
there was one scaryyyyy night.
freak the shit outta me.
i hate all the booming thunders and
eyestriking lightning.
wth xS
hateithateithateithateithateit.
arghh.
got damn scared the last time.
omg.
if it ever happens,
pls call me and bother me.
keep my mind off what's going on outside.
sheesh.
it was really freakky.
totally got all scared and jittery and all.
gee =\
okay.
now drinkk milk.
sleeping in abit.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:46 AM.
Monday, August 13, 2007
the 3 big blueblacks i obtained during the course.
cant even remember how i got them.
dont dare to rubbbb =\
DAY TWO
- kayak one star course -
was supposed to be there at 10.
bloody woke up at 9.
didnt manage to hear the alarm.
argh.
hate it when that happens.
rushed all the way there.
got there 3mins passed 10.
haha.
not too bad.
there were 2guys that wenta get breakfastcame back late.
D asked why i came late.
haha.
i gave a stupid answer.
so anyway.
yea.
had a briefing.
and we werent going to the open waters just yet.
were going to the bumboats' yard at the back =\
EEKS.
dirtydirty.
and OILY and SMELLY.
cus' he didnt wana have to start the day off
saving so many helpless souls yet again.
so yea.
we suffered in the gross waters.
at least we didnt have to do the capsize drill in there.
yuck.
it'll be totally horrid.
2 guys capsized inside though.
the sun was gentle for the time being.
head off for early lunch.
as usual.
dripping wet.
hehe.
the five of us again.
omg.
i ate so much.
noodles and extra bowl of fried wanton.
YES. i know.
fattness to the max.
but whatever.
D was sitting opposite me and stole one of my wantons.
gary took one too.
D was telling all sorts of stories.
and gary was being gross.
mr A was quietly enjoying his meal.
drank a huge mug of grass jelly.
off we went.
back to the sea.
headed to sea after lunch.
was damn full.
thought i wont survive.
but i managed.
hmm.
taught us how to surf.
there was damn alot of extra and free time.
so he kinda taught us how to surf.
cant remember the name of that stroke alr.
but anyway.
yea.
SURFING was DAMN FUN!
rawks to the MAXX.
serious.
should try.
its TOTALLLLYYYY WOOOHOOO.
shiok BO.
hahahahahaa
imagine surfing in a kayak!
rawwwks.
okay.
not as if spore as high waves.
but when a huge ship sails by.
there's bigger waves..
big enough to surf on it and
cause WILD and choppy waters.
so yea.
there were quite a no. of big ships crossing.
so caused quite a pandemonium in the waters.
and it was damn fun to ride the waves!
hahaha.
well i was daring.
chased one of the big waves.
and ended up capsized.
MUAHAHAA!
-in front of the instructor- =\
at first he was saying
"yeayea! that's it! you're doing it right!
you can go four star course alr....................."
and i capsized.
AHAHAAHAA.
came up out of the water
LAUGHING my head off.
omg.
cus' surfing was actually a fourstar course
but time permittedso he taught us loads more
than what we were suppose to know for a one star.
haha.
ohman.
i was busy laughing like crap.
swam to the front of my boat and shouted for help while laughing.
wha.
best everyone was laughing too
and took so long to come to my rescue.
guess who came.
the two guys who capsized the day before.
mr A and the other one,
B i guess.
hahaha.
so much for crying out loud.
totally WRONG time to capsize.
the waters were CHOPPY like anything.
felt as though i swallowed gallons of saltwater or smthng.
seriously.
my head kept being squashed under the waves.
damn.
and the life-vest kept brushing roughly against my top ear hole.
saltwater plus this = infection.
but miraculously,it was stil fine after that.
Thank God.
okay.
then after that we had to capsizedo rescue drill again.
cus' he finished teaching and there was nothing else to do.
but the waves were stil super rough and mad.
paired up with my friend jocelyn again.
gosh.
we had one helluva time.
hahaha.
managed to empty one boat and turn it over.
then she tried to get in.
but she couldnt manage.
so i got in first.
wasnt able to help her to get her boat drained.
so we needed the help of the guys once again.
cus' i was half seasick + tired from trying to overcome the waves.
was damn tiring.
trapping water, keeping head outta the water,draining the boat.
was a great challenge.
the instructor said fourstar had to do it in .5m of waves.
which was double the waves we were in.
OMG. just drown.
haha. anyway.
so she manage to get back in her boat too.
and we were SAVED!
hahah.
finally.
then guess what.
the guy kayaked away with her PADDLE!
ohgreat.
so she was stranded.
HAHA.
stucked with me.
and we were bloody laughing our heads off
and shouting to the guys to come back.
they were damn far off already by the time we finished talking
and wanted to kayak back
then she realised her paddle was missing.
right.
started laughing like anything again.
ohman.
what a show.
then she was like
okay."i kayak one side then you kayak the other"she kayaks with both hands..
then she goes."nah you kayak your side.."
we were both using both hands to kayak.
expecting both our kayaks to stick together.
then we started drifting..
"AIYO!"
AHAHAHAAHAAHA.
more laughter.
OMG. we were two madddd souls.
SO RETARDED!!
so she paddled on oneside only.
while i was singing "DAYONG SAMPAN"
OMG. and we burst out laughing even more.
while we kayak towards the rest of the group.
WHALAU.
and she whacked the paddle at my face by accident.
there goes my left cheek.
all scratched with fibreglass cuts.
OMG.
hahha. i couldnt help but stil laugh.
and we just laughed it off.
although yea. i'm with a bruise on the left cheekbone.
but whatever.
doesnt matter.
we had TONS of fun.
AHAHAAA.
kept thinking about it.
if only i had a snapshot of the day.
AHwell its all in my memory.
GREAT DAY under the sun and
un-countable amounts of laughter and fun.
totally enjoyed myself.
before heading back
near the shore
we tried something else.
haha. its called half support.
using the paddle to support the kayak.
filled the boats with water.
almost 3/4.
then paddle around.
super bad.
rather unstable.
then used the paddle to do halfsupport.
when the boat was about to capsize.
half tilted.
first few time was alright.
then the last time again i was in front of the instructor.
was trying to do the halfsupport
but did it on the wrong side of the boat so i capsized.
and he was shouting to do it on the right.
but i did it on the left.
so capsize again.
but was near the shore.
swam back.
headed back to shore.
me and joce were damn tired by the time we hit the shores.
stil had to carry the kayak back.
poor guys.
had to pull the trolley full of kayaks back to the shed.
we helped but not much.
drained of energy
laughing and kayaking.
racing after the waves were TOUGH but SUPERFUN.
i managed to chase a few without capsizing.
i SURFED. accomplishment of the day.
hahah.
back at the shed.
had to wash the boats still.
joce and i were EXHAUSTED.
but at least we were girls.
and all we had to do was spray the boats with the hose.
the guys will load and put the kayaks back on the shelves.
HAHA.
the good part of being girls
get to slack on the hard jobs.
AHAA.
aww. the guys were jealous.
but anyway.
yea.
we did it quick.
so off we all went to shower.
before getting our certs.
that's if we passed.
AHAA.
i took a bloody long time to shower.
was the last to arrive at the waiting area.
and D was shouting "kok jing lai"WTH.
cus the first cert in the instructor's hands was mine.
and he saw my name. "kok jingli"
right.
he was an ass. being so lame.
haha.
right.
but anyway.
yea.
and so i passed.
so did the others in my group.
YAY.
that stated the end of the course.
end of the day too.
it was evening already.
on the way out.
ME : eh D, hurry take down my number then can call me the next time you head to the gym.
D : you take la, i give you my no. give me a miss call.
D : 92252282 (lightning speed) 92929292929292828288585858.......
the rest : 555222288885555588882222..........
ME : wth. u all not helping eh.... what is it again?
hahahhaaa.
but anyway. got it in the end.
okay.
parted ways after that.
fell asleep almost as soon as i got home.
on the sofa.woke up at 2plus am.
haha.
wash up and back to bed.
TODAY.
studied alil.
headed to littleindia for dinner.
OMG.
ATE SO MUCH once again.
DIED.
extremely full till now. after almost 4hrs later.
feel as though my stomach's gonna burst.
i keep eating.
pray that my metabolic is superb.
otherwise,
i wont wana know the consequences.
my dearest mother is so last minute.
she just called to run some errands.
prob thinks i'm a superwomen.
ohkay.
sheesh.
it just runs in the blood.
haha.
finally i'm done with blogging.
aaaah.
off to bathe and rest.
early day tmr.
going jogging.
then off to study and mugg.
first paper's on tuesday.
sheesh.
and i'm stil not studying as hard.
i need to get my As.
so that mum will keep off my back.
and i wont need to always repeat myself.
they're coming back sooooooooooooooon.
aaaaah.
its a love-hate kinda thing.
hahaha.
i cant explain.
you'll get it when you do.
okay
i'm off.
i had one helluva weekend!
lovedd it.
i spent lasst friday well too.
lovedd it to bits =)
quality time is always good.
this is STUDY WEEK.
i'm gonna make it somehow.
ha.
Monday, August 13, 2007
the 3 big blueblacks i obtained during the course.
cant even remember how i got them.
dont dare to rubbbb =\
DAY TWO
- kayak one star course -
was supposed to be there at 10.
bloody woke up at 9.
didnt manage to hear the alarm.
argh.
hate it when that happens.
rushed all the way there.
got there 3mins passed 10.
haha.
not too bad.
there were 2guys that wenta get breakfastcame back late.
D asked why i came late.
haha.
i gave a stupid answer.
so anyway.
yea.
had a briefing.
and we werent going to the open waters just yet.
were going to the bumboats' yard at the back =\
EEKS.
dirtydirty.
and OILY and SMELLY.
cus' he didnt wana have to start the day off
saving so many helpless souls yet again.
so yea.
we suffered in the gross waters.
at least we didnt have to do the capsize drill in there.
yuck.
it'll be totally horrid.
2 guys capsized inside though.
the sun was gentle for the time being.
head off for early lunch.
as usual.
dripping wet.
hehe.
the five of us again.
omg.
i ate so much.
noodles and extra bowl of fried wanton.
YES. i know.
fattness to the max.
but whatever.
D was sitting opposite me and stole one of my wantons.
gary took one too.
D was telling all sorts of stories.
and gary was being gross.
mr A was quietly enjoying his meal.
drank a huge mug of grass jelly.
off we went.
back to the sea.
headed to sea after lunch.
was damn full.
thought i wont survive.
but i managed.
hmm.
taught us how to surf.
there was damn alot of extra and free time.
so he kinda taught us how to surf.
cant remember the name of that stroke alr.
but anyway.
yea.
SURFING was DAMN FUN!
rawks to the MAXX.
serious.
should try.
its TOTALLLLYYYY WOOOHOOO.
shiok BO.
hahahahahaa
imagine surfing in a kayak!
rawwwks.
okay.
not as if spore as high waves.
but when a huge ship sails by.
there's bigger waves..
big enough to surf on it and
cause WILD and choppy waters.
so yea.
there were quite a no. of big ships crossing.
so caused quite a pandemonium in the waters.
and it was damn fun to ride the waves!
hahaha.
well i was daring.
chased one of the big waves.
and ended up capsized.
MUAHAHAA!
-in front of the instructor- =\
at first he was saying
"yeayea! that's it! you're doing it right!
you can go four star course alr....................."
and i capsized.
AHAHAAHAA.
came up out of the water
LAUGHING my head off.
omg.
cus' surfing was actually a fourstar course
but time permittedso he taught us loads more
than what we were suppose to know for a one star.
haha.
ohman.
i was busy laughing like crap.
swam to the front of my boat and shouted for help while laughing.
wha.
best everyone was laughing too
and took so long to come to my rescue.
guess who came.
the two guys who capsized the day before.
mr A and the other one,
B i guess.
hahaha.
so much for crying out loud.
totally WRONG time to capsize.
the waters were CHOPPY like anything.
felt as though i swallowed gallons of saltwater or smthng.
seriously.
my head kept being squashed under the waves.
damn.
and the life-vest kept brushing roughly against my top ear hole.
saltwater plus this = infection.
but miraculously,it was stil fine after that.
Thank God.
okay.
then after that we had to capsizedo rescue drill again.
cus' he finished teaching and there was nothing else to do.
but the waves were stil super rough and mad.
paired up with my friend jocelyn again.
gosh.
we had one helluva time.
hahaha.
managed to empty one boat and turn it over.
then she tried to get in.
but she couldnt manage.
so i got in first.
wasnt able to help her to get her boat drained.
so we needed the help of the guys once again.
cus' i was half seasick + tired from trying to overcome the waves.
was damn tiring.
trapping water, keeping head outta the water,draining the boat.
was a great challenge.
the instructor said fourstar had to do it in .5m of waves.
which was double the waves we were in.
OMG. just drown.
haha. anyway.
so she manage to get back in her boat too.
and we were SAVED!
hahah.
finally.
then guess what.
the guy kayaked away with her PADDLE!
ohgreat.
so she was stranded.
HAHA.
stucked with me.
and we were bloody laughing our heads off
and shouting to the guys to come back.
they were damn far off already by the time we finished talking
and wanted to kayak back
then she realised her paddle was missing.
right.
started laughing like anything again.
ohman.
what a show.
then she was like
okay."i kayak one side then you kayak the other"she kayaks with both hands..
then she goes."nah you kayak your side.."
we were both using both hands to kayak.
expecting both our kayaks to stick together.
then we started drifting..
"AIYO!"
AHAHAHAAHAAHA.
more laughter.
OMG. we were two madddd souls.
SO RETARDED!!
so she paddled on oneside only.
while i was singing "DAYONG SAMPAN"
OMG. and we burst out laughing even more.
while we kayak towards the rest of the group.
WHALAU.
and she whacked the paddle at my face by accident.
there goes my left cheek.
all scratched with fibreglass cuts.
OMG.
hahha. i couldnt help but stil laugh.
and we just laughed it off.
although yea. i'm with a bruise on the left cheekbone.
but whatever.
doesnt matter.
we had TONS of fun.
AHAHAAA.
kept thinking about it.
if only i had a snapshot of the day.
AHwell its all in my memory.
GREAT DAY under the sun and
un-countable amounts of laughter and fun.
totally enjoyed myself.
before heading back
near the shore
we tried something else.
haha. its called half support.
using the paddle to support the kayak.
filled the boats with water.
almost 3/4.
then paddle around.
super bad.
rather unstable.
then used the paddle to do halfsupport.
when the boat was about to capsize.
half tilted.
first few time was alright.
then the last time again i was in front of the instructor.
was trying to do the halfsupport
but did it on the wrong side of the boat so i capsized.
and he was shouting to do it on the right.
but i did it on the left.
so capsize again.
but was near the shore.
swam back.
headed back to shore.
me and joce were damn tired by the time we hit the shores.
stil had to carry the kayak back.
poor guys.
had to pull the trolley full of kayaks back to the shed.
we helped but not much.
drained of energy
laughing and kayaking.
racing after the waves were TOUGH but SUPERFUN.
i managed to chase a few without capsizing.
i SURFED. accomplishment of the day.
hahah.
back at the shed.
had to wash the boats still.
joce and i were EXHAUSTED.
but at least we were girls.
and all we had to do was spray the boats with the hose.
the guys will load and put the kayaks back on the shelves.
HAHA.
the good part of being girls
get to slack on the hard jobs.
AHAA.
aww. the guys were jealous.
but anyway.
yea.
we did it quick.
so off we all went to shower.
before getting our certs.
that's if we passed.
AHAA.
i took a bloody long time to shower.
was the last to arrive at the waiting area.
and D was shouting "kok jing lai"WTH.
cus the first cert in the instructor's hands was mine.
and he saw my name. "kok jingli"
right.
he was an ass. being so lame.
haha.
right.
but anyway.
yea.
and so i passed.
so did the others in my group.
YAY.
that stated the end of the course.
end of the day too.
it was evening already.
on the way out.
ME : eh D, hurry take down my number then can call me the next time you head to the gym.
D : you take la, i give you my no. give me a miss call.
D : 92252282 (lightning speed) 92929292929292828288585858.......
the rest : 555222288885555588882222..........
ME : wth. u all not helping eh.... what is it again?
hahahhaaa.
but anyway. got it in the end.
okay.
parted ways after that.
fell asleep almost as soon as i got home.
on the sofa.woke up at 2plus am.
haha.
wash up and back to bed.
TODAY.
studied alil.
headed to littleindia for dinner.
OMG.
ATE SO MUCH once again.
DIED.
extremely full till now. after almost 4hrs later.
feel as though my stomach's gonna burst.
i keep eating.
pray that my metabolic is superb.
otherwise,
i wont wana know the consequences.
my dearest mother is so last minute.
she just called to run some errands.
prob thinks i'm a superwomen.
ohkay.
sheesh.
it just runs in the blood.
haha.
finally i'm done with blogging.
aaaah.
off to bathe and rest.
early day tmr.
going jogging.
then off to study and mugg.
first paper's on tuesday.
sheesh.
and i'm stil not studying as hard.
i need to get my As.
so that mum will keep off my back.
and i wont need to always repeat myself.
they're coming back sooooooooooooooon.
aaaaah.
its a love-hate kinda thing.
hahaha.
i cant explain.
you'll get it when you do.
okay
i'm off.
i had one helluva weekend!
lovedd it.
i spent lasst friday well too.
lovedd it to bits =)
quality time is always good.
this is STUDY WEEK.
i'm gonna make it somehow.
ha.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:26 PM.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
AFTER MORE THAN HALF A YR...
i woke up at 6AM.
damn scared i would be late.
haha.
heard there was a shuttle bus picking us from toa payoh.
so went all the way there.
freaking shit.
waste of time and energy.
there wasnt any.
it was the meeting place cus' the rest stay near there.
FINEE.
i was in a BLUR again.
so anyway.
it only starts at 10.
tmr i'll just take 89 there.
the course is at changi sea sports.
okay here goes.
DAY ONE of kayak star one course.
started at 10.
headed to sea.
(bloody dirty and salty)
gross.
HIGHTIDE.the waves were damn strong.
we got in.
learnt the basics.
(ALL OVER AGAIN) x323498234 times.
right.
then learnt the capsize drill.
was fun.
haha.
but i didnt make it the first time.
aha.
the kayak refused to overturn.
got seawater all choked up in my system.
but it was alright after that.
haha.
made it thru the second time.
there was this guy mr A that was scared to capsize.
(remember mr A)
but he did it in the end.
break for lunch.
we went to the hawker centre dripping wet
and soaked to our skins.
from kayak there was 4 of us.
mr A was from dragonboat NYP.
the rest was random. (DONT BOTHER)
haha.
mr A joined us.
OH.
i forgot to mention.
he has super DEFINED muscles.
BUT.
haha.
as usual. such muscles are for show.
he could barely carry one kayak himself across the field.
damn. i had to help him.
okay. then we headed back.
the tide slowly went down
but waves and current was stil damn strong.
we got our boats and went into sea.
gosh.
nearly puked out my lunch!
freaking shit.
seasick.
until now there's stil the after effect.
its giving me a headache.
anyway.
yea. then when we headed back into the water,
3 pple CONSTANTLY kept capsizing.
haha. not purposely.
but i dunno. the current?!?!
but anyway.
mr A was one of them. haha
all of us the kayak ppl were just freaking bored
waiting and waiting..... more waiting.
the instructor was real tired rescueing so many.
that he decided to teach us how the rescue drill.
HAHA. that's like uh... just extra.
so anyway.
yea. we learnt it.
and later made us break into groups of 3.
GUESS WHAT.
mr A is in my GROUP.
dont get me wrong.
he's a nice guy. but just not in the sea...
he just cant stabilise himself.
so anyway.
we had to take turns doing the capsize drill.
and then the rescue drill.
so well.
yea. it was fun. but mr A was just so unbalanced.
and i had problems holding him.
it seemed as though both of us were gonna capsize together.
that bad.
so anyway.
i made it.
when it was his turn to capsize,
i happened to be the main rescuer.
the person giving instructions and guiding.
great.
so i managed to do it. WELL.hahah
got complimented for uh...
being dominating and in control of the situation.
MUAHAHAHA.
found it hilarious.
was just trying ta get mr A to listen to me
while he was busy trying to stay close and trapping water beneath my boat.
think he's slightly afraid of the sea.
but not the point.
so yea. i managed to have the MUSCLES to pull out his kayak and drain it.
NOT BAD EH.
i'm STRONG.
haha. the muscles are in working condition.
so yea. was damn happy after that.
then we had another exercise.
all of us were told to capsize.
and pair up.
btw, we were out in the open sea.
the current was badbadbad.
then we were suppose to come up with our own strategy
to get back into our boats.
so me and this other girl did it together.
was hard cus both of us were quite small.
but i was STRONGER
haha.
this drill was bad. in the sense.
the current was horrible.
and kept bobbing up and down.
SEASICKNESS to the max.
till i had to stop and just lean against the boat to rest.
otherwise i think i'll seriously just vomit and float away.
but after resting was alright.
so yea. we managed.
haha. YAY.
another success.
hahaha.
so we were done for the day.
okay.
the interesting part.
there wa this guy with us.
darius -jo you know who-
haha.
he's DAMN FUNNY!
omg.
and i totally thought he was gay or something
when we first got into kayak.
but anyway.
hahah. the whole time was just freaking laughing
at all the crap he said and did.
he's damn funny.
like REALLY funny. not the lame kind.
hahaha.
ohman. one funny man.
never laughed so much at whatever someone said before.
gosh.
looking forward to tmr to laugh again.
not cus of the course.
and NO. no feelings involved.
better off if i could just be one of his gym buddies or smthg.
seriously it'll be more fun.
anyway.
his dad owns a fitness centre.
WOOHOO.
he invited me to go.
AND AND AND...
there's muaythai boxing too!
the one that i always wanted to try.
YAY. we're going there after exams.
cant wait xD for the gym and boxing.
hehe. rawwks.
hmm. okay. that concludes everything.
and i came home.
guess what.
i found BRUISES all over both my legs!
one i got cus the kayak slipped and fell on my sheen.
but there's another BIGGER one which i have NO IDEA where it came from.
and rest of the small ones.
and the usual fibreglass cuts.
never gotten SOOO many before.
almost my whole hand is covered with it.
btw. is there a way to remove it?
hmm.
i'll just be patient and wait.
it'll be gone in a day or two.
YES.
study break here i come.
gosh.
its so late already!
and i've gotta be up early tmr again.
just not as early.
able to see the sun.
haha.
okay.
i'm sleepyn ow.
night.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
AFTER MORE THAN HALF A YR...i woke up at 6AM.
damn scared i would be late.
haha.
heard there was a shuttle bus picking us from toa payoh.
so went all the way there.
freaking shit.
waste of time and energy.
there wasnt any.
it was the meeting place cus' the rest stay near there.
FINEE.
i was in a BLUR again.
so anyway.
it only starts at 10.
tmr i'll just take 89 there.
the course is at changi sea sports.
okay here goes.
DAY ONE of kayak star one course.
started at 10.
headed to sea.
(bloody dirty and salty)
gross.
HIGHTIDE.the waves were damn strong.
we got in.
learnt the basics.
(ALL OVER AGAIN) x323498234 times.
right.
then learnt the capsize drill.
was fun.
haha.
but i didnt make it the first time.
aha.
the kayak refused to overturn.
got seawater all choked up in my system.
but it was alright after that.
haha.
made it thru the second time.
there was this guy mr A that was scared to capsize.
(remember mr A)
but he did it in the end.
break for lunch.
we went to the hawker centre dripping wet
and soaked to our skins.
from kayak there was 4 of us.
mr A was from dragonboat NYP.
the rest was random. (DONT BOTHER)
haha.
mr A joined us.
OH.
i forgot to mention.
he has super DEFINED muscles.
BUT.
haha.
as usual. such muscles are for show.
he could barely carry one kayak himself across the field.
damn. i had to help him.
okay. then we headed back.
the tide slowly went down
but waves and current was stil damn strong.
we got our boats and went into sea.
gosh.
nearly puked out my lunch!
freaking shit.
seasick.
until now there's stil the after effect.
its giving me a headache.
anyway.
yea. then when we headed back into the water,
3 pple CONSTANTLY kept capsizing.
haha. not purposely.
but i dunno. the current?!?!
but anyway.
mr A was one of them. haha
all of us the kayak ppl were just freaking bored
waiting and waiting..... more waiting.
the instructor was real tired rescueing so many.
that he decided to teach us how the rescue drill.
HAHA. that's like uh... just extra.
so anyway.
yea. we learnt it.
and later made us break into groups of 3.
GUESS WHAT.
mr A is in my GROUP.
dont get me wrong.
he's a nice guy. but just not in the sea...
he just cant stabilise himself.
so anyway.
we had to take turns doing the capsize drill.
and then the rescue drill.
so well.
yea. it was fun. but mr A was just so unbalanced.
and i had problems holding him.
it seemed as though both of us were gonna capsize together.
that bad.
so anyway.
i made it.
when it was his turn to capsize,
i happened to be the main rescuer.
the person giving instructions and guiding.
great.
so i managed to do it. WELL.hahah
got complimented for uh...
being dominating and in control of the situation.
MUAHAHAHA.
found it hilarious.
was just trying ta get mr A to listen to me
while he was busy trying to stay close and trapping water beneath my boat.
think he's slightly afraid of the sea.
but not the point.
so yea. i managed to have the MUSCLES to pull out his kayak and drain it.
NOT BAD EH.
i'm STRONG.
haha. the muscles are in working condition.
so yea. was damn happy after that.
then we had another exercise.
all of us were told to capsize.
and pair up.
btw, we were out in the open sea.
the current was badbadbad.
then we were suppose to come up with our own strategy
to get back into our boats.
so me and this other girl did it together.
was hard cus both of us were quite small.
but i was STRONGER
haha.
this drill was bad. in the sense.
the current was horrible.
and kept bobbing up and down.
SEASICKNESS to the max.
till i had to stop and just lean against the boat to rest.
otherwise i think i'll seriously just vomit and float away.
but after resting was alright.
so yea. we managed.
haha. YAY.
another success.
hahaha.
so we were done for the day.
okay.
the interesting part.
there wa this guy with us.
darius -jo you know who-
haha.
he's DAMN FUNNY!
omg.
and i totally thought he was gay or something
when we first got into kayak.
but anyway.
hahah. the whole time was just freaking laughing
at all the crap he said and did.
he's damn funny.
like REALLY funny. not the lame kind.
hahaha.
ohman. one funny man.
never laughed so much at whatever someone said before.
gosh.
looking forward to tmr to laugh again.
not cus of the course.
and NO. no feelings involved.
better off if i could just be one of his gym buddies or smthg.
seriously it'll be more fun.
anyway.
his dad owns a fitness centre.
WOOHOO.
he invited me to go.
AND AND AND...
there's muaythai boxing too!
the one that i always wanted to try.
YAY. we're going there after exams.
cant wait xD for the gym and boxing.
hehe. rawwks.
hmm. okay. that concludes everything.
and i came home.
guess what.
i found BRUISES all over both my legs!
one i got cus the kayak slipped and fell on my sheen.
but there's another BIGGER one which i have NO IDEA where it came from.
and rest of the small ones.
and the usual fibreglass cuts.
never gotten SOOO many before.
almost my whole hand is covered with it.
btw. is there a way to remove it?
hmm.
i'll just be patient and wait.
it'll be gone in a day or two.
YES.
study break here i come.
gosh.
its so late already!
and i've gotta be up early tmr again.
just not as early.
able to see the sun.
haha.
okay.
i'm sleepyn ow.
night.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:22 AM.
Friday, August 10, 2007
EEHH.
this is annoying pls.
WTH.
i'm outta kayak
now stil gotta attend the one star course.
gosh.
its so last minute.
destroyed all my plans.
damn.
would have been much better
if someone BOTHERED to inform me.
how the hell was i suppose to know.
bloody irritated now.
so i'll be MIA tmr and sunday.
reason stated.
okay. i'd better go sleep.
before i burst out in more anger.
ha. so angsty aaaarrr.
no la.
just pisst off.
okay. u'll see a roasted me next wk.
hope tmr RAINS!!!
muaha.
Friday, August 10, 2007
EEHH.this is annoying pls.
WTH.
i'm outta kayak
now stil gotta attend the one star course.
gosh.
its so last minute.
destroyed all my plans.
damn.
would have been much better
if someone BOTHERED to inform me.
how the hell was i suppose to know.
bloody irritated now.
so i'll be MIA tmr and sunday.
reason stated.
okay. i'd better go sleep.
before i burst out in more anger.
ha. so angsty aaaarrr.
no la.
just pisst off.
okay. u'll see a roasted me next wk.
hope tmr RAINS!!!
muaha.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:38 PM.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
okay.
finally pierced the upper part of the ear.
which i supposedly thought it was gonna hurt like crap.
but turns out the opposite.
not as pain at all.
and i'm stil craving the curry where sis and i used to go.
sheesh.
i'll go there sometime soon i hope.
if i save up enough.
budgetting like shit now.
needa get a job.
FASTER FASTER.
my tv SPOILS
and i'm an online tv addict now.
ahahaa.
how entertaining.
random-ing.
had chicken chop + pasta for dinner.
was craving pasta.
haha.
the stupidd med is really making me eat DAMN ALOT.
all the crappy cravings.
i'll be FAT FAT soon.
madness.
anyway.
i finally FINISHED my 2 indiv projs!
yesyesyes.
microA indiv presentation was today.
gosh. my friend rushed the slides for me yest and
i knew nuts about it.
wth. and it was in front of an audience of
a lecture theatre with about 100+ people.
SHEESH.
andand
i'm doing the IPCT report now.
i've stil got inorg report hanging.
gosh.
its seriously never ending.
this is the last before the exams.
so lazy to do alr la.
copy again as usual.
ha.
copy smart.
gee.
so sick of all these.
nothing is interesting now.
and the fact that i've not been exercising.
but constantly eating.
is a damn bad sign.
finefine.
i'm gonna get a cca soon.
haha
okay
back to ipct report.
damnit`
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
okay.finally pierced the upper part of the ear.
which i supposedly thought it was gonna hurt like crap.
but turns out the opposite.
not as pain at all.
and i'm stil craving the curry where sis and i used to go.
sheesh.
i'll go there sometime soon i hope.
if i save up enough.
budgetting like shit now.
needa get a job.
FASTER FASTER.
my tv SPOILS
and i'm an online tv addict now.
ahahaa.
how entertaining.
random-ing.
had chicken chop + pasta for dinner.
was craving pasta.
haha.
the stupidd med is really making me eat DAMN ALOT.
all the crappy cravings.
i'll be FAT FAT soon.
madness.
anyway.
i finally FINISHED my 2 indiv projs!
yesyesyes.
microA indiv presentation was today.
gosh. my friend rushed the slides for me yest and
i knew nuts about it.
wth. and it was in front of an audience of
a lecture theatre with about 100+ people.
SHEESH.
andand
i'm doing the IPCT report now.
i've stil got inorg report hanging.
gosh.
its seriously never ending.
this is the last before the exams.
so lazy to do alr la.
copy again as usual.
ha.
copy smart.
gee.
so sick of all these.
nothing is interesting now.
and the fact that i've not been exercising.
but constantly eating.
is a damn bad sign.
finefine.
i'm gonna get a cca soon.
haha
okay
back to ipct report.
damnit`
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:01 AM.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
ARGH.
i cant do physical chem proj =\
at least i'm off it for microA proj cus its grp.
didnt have to do much. good and bad,
but for now GOOD.
takes a whole load of bullcrap off my shoulders.
freaking shit.
i hate the assholic topic.
pissing me off.
this is my stress reliever.
okay.
back to it.
bloodyhell -___-
Saturday, August 04, 2007
ARGH.i cant do physical chem proj =\
at least i'm off it for microA proj cus its grp.
didnt have to do much. good and bad,
but for now GOOD.
takes a whole load of bullcrap off my shoulders.
freaking shit.
i hate the assholic topic.
pissing me off.
this is my stress reliever.
okay.
back to it.
bloodyhell -___-
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:46 PM.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
piece of crap.
haha
i'm bored.
so i'm here.
Supposed to be studying for German.
Supposed.
ohwell.
let's see.
i've got uhm.
inorg, physical chem indiv projs due this friday.
which i've yet to begin.
just completed microbio report.
hospital report due next mon.
uhm.
german test this friday.
microbio slide presentation.
exams in 2bloodywks.
pushing me to the limits i see.
or rather i just had to leave everything to the last min.
this was what i wore in the end for presentation.
the guys were bloody blackfacing the whole time.
they should know better and have their ties on.
too bad. i put it on and got noticed for good formal wear.
aaah.
too lazy to put pictures up.
cant be bothered for awhile.
haha.
i forgot.
have yet to upload the sentosa pictures.
soon alright
haha.
REALLY.
after this madweek's over.
okay.
back to german.
Auf Wiedersehen!
Thursday, August 02, 2007
piece of crap.haha
i'm bored.
so i'm here.
Supposed to be studying for German.
Supposed.
ohwell.
let's see.
i've got uhm.
inorg, physical chem indiv projs due this friday.
which i've yet to begin.
just completed microbio report.
hospital report due next mon.
uhm.
german test this friday.
microbio slide presentation.
exams in 2bloodywks.
pushing me to the limits i see.
or rather i just had to leave everything to the last min.
this was what i wore in the end for presentation.
the guys were bloody blackfacing the whole time.
they should know better and have their ties on.
too bad. i put it on and got noticed for good formal wear.
aaah.
too lazy to put pictures up.
cant be bothered for awhile.
haha.
i forgot.
have yet to upload the sentosa pictures.
soon alright
haha.
REALLY.
after this madweek's over.
okay.
back to german.
Auf Wiedersehen!
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:50 AM.